I’m finally doing it, the Discovery Channel is coming to my house to make a DOCUMENTARY about what happened to me in Iran. I’m so scared and am urging everyone to pray for me. The people I’ve known since blogging have been the most supportive in the world. I can’t thank you enough for all your nice, encouraging comments as well as reviewing my book. I will keep you up to date on when it airs and how it is going day by day. Again thank you everyone! Lori
Substance Abuse
Sharing information and stories about the horrible disease we are trying to overcome on a daily basis.
Suboxone…my WONDER DRUG for addiction!
Suboxone is a relatively new drug for addiction. I was first prescribed it in rehab in October 2008. I couldn’t believe it!!! I had NO WITHDRAWALS and it gave me this overall “calmness”. It might not do this for everyone but I guarantee you if you use it you will know the difference between this and the traditional Methadone. Suboxone is a NARCOTIC, but it works two ways, it has an opoid in it, then it has another ingredient that counteracts the “HIGH” feeling you get from opiates. It also will cause withdrawals if you try to take another opiate with it.
YOU HAVE TO TRY IT TO BELIEVE IT, and it might not work the same on everyone. The opiod it contains is strong so it will help with any pain you are having. Matter of fact they are using it on cancer patients and is working better than MORPHINE for pain.
I have found some helpful information for you and the links are below.
I think if you try it you will be amazed. It’s an orange pill that you let dissolve under your tongue and you do this one to twice daily. I will let the experts tell you the rest:)
SUBOXONE and SUBUTEX are prescription medicines used to treat adults addicted to opioid (narcotic painkillers) medicines and drugs, such as morphine and heroin. SUBOXONE and SUBUTEX take the place of these medicines and drugs and may help you stop using and abusing them. SUBOXONE and SUBUTEX are part of a complete addiction treatment program that also includes counseling or behavioral therapy. SUBOXONE and SUBUTEX have not been studied in children.
SUBOXONE
is a tablet that contains 2 medicines.
- The first medicine is called buprenorphine (BYOO-pruh-NOR-feen). It is like painkiller medicines such as morphine, street drugs like heroin, and addiction treatment medicines like methadone. Buprenorphine may give you less of a “high” than these other prescription medicines and street drugs. Withdrawal or stopping buprenorphine may be easier than stopping other prescription medicines and street drugs.
- SUBOXONE also contains naloxone (nal-OX-own). When naloxone is injected, it blocks the effects of medicines and drugs like methadone, heroin, and morphine. Naloxone is added to SUBOXONE to stop people from injecting (“shooting-up”) SUBOXONE tablets. When you use SUBOXONE under your tongue (sublingually), as prescribed, the naloxone in SUBOXONE should not stop the medicine’s effects. However, if you inject SUBOXONE, the naloxone can give you bad withdrawal symptoms.
- SUBUTEX is a tablet and it contains only the medicine buprenorphine SUBUTEX is different from SUBOXONE because it does not contain naloxone.
Here is the link if you want more info:
I suggest you ask your doctor about it. Not just any doctor can prescribe it either, they have to have a special license just to prescribe it. So do your research. Good Luck.
Remembering 911
My students- Layla is on the Right End.
My heart goes out to those who lost loved ones, knew those who perished, or was involved with 911. But I guess we were ALL involved with 911, it not only affected those directly involved but it involved us as a nation. It involved our trust issues and brought back prejudice on such a high scale that some of us aren’t even sure to this day if we should trust ANYONE from the Middle East.
My view is that you can go on trusting just do so with discretion. And it’s too bad that it has to be like that. My story is a little different.
I was in Iran on 9/11. On 9/12 I was taken as a prisoner and held captive in a POW type camp in the hills of Iran. As far as I can guess we were held as leverage in case the USA decided to retaliate against the Middle East. People who knew or were related to Americans were put into these camp. I was raped, beaten and tortured for six weeks. When I arrived home in November 2001 I weighed 70 pounds, had traumatic brain injury and most of my teeth had been knocked out.
What I’m about to say is crazy, but I don’t hate Muslims or Middle Easterners. God knows I’ve tried and people can’t understand why, I don’t understand why. I guess there were a couple years in Iran when I first moved there that were GREAT YEARS. Not with my Iranian husband but with girls that I taught English to. They weren’t just students they were my friends too. Aged 10-19, these girls trusted me, so they would ask me questions about the USA, boys and religion. Each day after class we’d sit down and just talk and they knew what they told me or asked I wouldn’t tell their parents. We became so close and they were the ones who helped get me through Iran while I was kept there since my husband wouldn’t give his written permission to let me leave the country. So I really enjoyed these girls and respect what they have to endure on a daily basis. So I guess in my mind how can I hate a country or faith that these girls and others like them are a part of. There are FANATICS in all religions, and those are the ones we have to fear. Layla one of my students was killed in her fathers swimming pool for not being a virgin on her wedding night. I quit teaching soon after that.
I only wish the best for the survivors of this tragedy, but in reality we are all survivors and we are here today due to our choices in life.
Thank you for listening. God Bless all!
Desiderata (words to live by)
If we ALL could live by these words the world would be a MUCH BETTER PLACE!!!
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.
© Max Ehrmann 1927
Let’s BLOG together!
This site is to share thoughts and views with other authors on subjects such as: PTSD, Depression, Bipolar, Substance abuse, domestic violence, sexual abuse and other meaningful topics that we all can learn, contribute to or just utilize as a tool to get to know one another:)
I’ve written my true story on my captivity in Iran during 911. My book details my childhood of abuse, my four years in Iran living with a terrorist, and my journey home. But the journey had just begun upon arriving on American soil. But it was one worth taking and fighting for. I hope we all become good blogging “buddies” and learn, talk but are respectful of one another. I appreciate you coming to visit.
"Lori's Song" 